So after thinking really long and hard about some stuff, I really feel like I'm wasting time just sitting around. I'm not in school, I can't find a job. Things are getting really tough for me. I enrolled into Laney only to find that all the classes we no longer accepting late comers. I feel so hopeless. Every time I get excited about school, nothing goes right. So I was thinking that I need to get into school as soon as possible and that could quite possibly mean that I would be going to Berklee College of Music next fall. I have until January to turn in regular action application and probably gonna audition sometime between January an March. I really hope I get in. It would make me really happy and I would finally feel like I'm not wasting time and I could get on with my life.
I was talking with my sister and mom about my plans yesterday and my mom didn't seem to happy about it. At first she started like putting out all these cons. You can't pay for it, you think you can handle moving so far away, don't think you're gonna get it, its possible that you wont..etc. And I kept presenting the pros and trying to show her how happy I was about moving forward with my life and she sorta just ignored me and started watching TV and then my sister started defending my mom saying that I shouldn't get my hopes up. That really pissed me off and I bet that I'm gonna get into that school one way or another. If not this fall then maybe next spring. I want to go to that school, its where I want to end up for higher education. Berklee is the place I want to use as the catalyst for my happy life.
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